Monday, January 6, 2014

The Faces of Fear



Fear can work in diverse ways: The unpleasant feeling can paralyze us, so we fail to act; alternatively, it can serve to motivate us.

For example, Ms. I.’s fear motivated her. She suffered from family instability and economic uncertainty. Her mother lived as if pursued by a pack of wild wolves, fearing that she wouldn’t be able to afford to feed her brood of children. This state of insecurity galvanized Ms. I., motivating her to study and have a profession that would guarantee a secure income.

On the other hand, Mr. N. has been paralyzed by fear and gave up a successful career on Broadway in spite of enormous talent and success. Abused as a child, he feared he’d be punished for a “less than perfect” performance. Drained after each show, he was unable to sustain a social life.

Fear may lead a person to isolate, which exacerbates the situation.
Without testing our fears, they grow and multiply, and the treachery of the human mind is more likely to prevail. Remembering that we’re not as unique as we think can help; someone, somewhere shares this emotion too.

Fear is responsible for many creative blocks. Ms. C. describes how she has an idea for a novel, but is afraid to begin writing because she fears the work won’t meet her expectations or be “good.” Instead, she could  reframe the goal as “good enough” and accept revision as part of the process.

Imagining the worst isn’t uncommon. Our facile minds easily manufacture obstacles that inhibit risk-taking. (Please refer to my blog post “Obstacles as Opportunities, 9/23/12). The good news is that when we recognize a tendency to create obstacles, we can train our minds to surmount them.

The world has the potential to hurt and/or to heal. No human entirely escapes the hurt and harm, although some are more fortunate than others in this regard. (Factors beyond our control affect us--our parents, our genetic constitution, and our early environment.)

We can even suffer contradictory fears simultaneously, like success and failure. Either portends change, which brings up another potential fear.

Depending on our balance of neurotransmitters, we’re relatively optimistic or pessimistic. Trapped in the negative sphere, a person can turn any event, including success, into a potential tragedy.  For example, “If I succeed, people will expect more and I’ll disappoint them.”

Organizations exist to help its members overcome fears. For example, Toastmasters, in existence for 89 years, has helped people who suffer from the fear of public speaking. (For an interesting article on this organization, please refer to The New York Times, December 26, 2013.)

Goals for the Fearful:
1. Give form to fear: Putting fear into words or images is a powerful weapon. The Pulitzer- prize cartoonist Art Spiegelman, is an inspiring model of this. In words and drawings, he expresses his own fears, as well as those of his father who survived the Holocaust.

2. Recognize that both success and failure are in a state of flux and potentially change us and our relationship with others. For example, the writer Elizabeth Gilbert author of the best-seller,  Eat, Pray, Love attempted a second memoir,  She wrote a first draft that she knew was terrible and was due at the publisher. She realized she’d lost her passion for writing. “This was terrifyingly disorienting. I couldn’t begin to know who I was without that old, familiar fire. I felt like a cardboard cutout of myself,” she said. A friend advised her not to worry, but to follow her curiosity instead. She turned to gardening and after six months, suddenly out of nowhere, she realized how to fix her book.

3. Transform fear to strength. Malcolm Gladwell derives the title of his new book, David and Goliath: Underdogs, Misfits, and the Art of Battling Giants (Little, Brown, 2013) derives his book’s title from the biblical story of the young man, David who armed with his slingshot and his faith in God, battled the frightening Philistine giant, Goliath. The moral: Be yourself and use the gifts and talents you have been given.

4. Find a Role Model: Someone who has suffered and surmounted a similar fear.

5. Recognize that fear is a universal emotion that helps keep us alive, but has the potential to hinder our self-development.

Conclusion: Facing fears is gratifying. Allowing them to inhibit our plans/dreams/goals/leaves us forever frustrated with dire consequences on our bodies, minds and spirits and on our relationships with others.

Dear Reader, I welcome your thoughts and experiences. Jsimon145@gmail.com

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